Bloody Bad Day

Bloody bad day today... grrr....
Started out in a freaking stuffy house - my father had closed all the windows because he is scare I might not wake up in time to close the windows for the "so-called" coming rain.

End up, it didnt rain, but ended up being freaking hot...

That is just to START the day... arrrgh

when i reached the computer, there was a loooveeely message asking me to change my nick.
which was:
"hurricane katrina VS hurrican rite <-- Bitch Fight"

reason being - I was insensitive. I was not thinking of how people who are affected by the storm are feeling.
WTH. I AM INSENSISITIVE.
k fine. putting aside the fact that this is the very VERY first time in my ENTIRE life somebody told me that,
the reasoning was totally -_-"

which ever part of my nick seem to MAKE FUN of the hurricane victim?
apparantly it is the term BITCH FIGHT.

BITCH FIGHT BITCH FIGHT.
Am I NOT correct? These two are named FEMALE megastorms. For why the hell i also dunno.

1) They seem to be fighting over who can cause the most terror
2) They seem to be fighting over who can make the Bush administration lose face
3) They seem to be MOCKING the Americans!

Yes. The all powerful Americans, for once, pale before the might of Nature.

This is only a BITCH FIGHT.

What is so "MAKING FUN" of people in this message HUH?


They are helpless. yes
They are a cause for consideration. yes
They are pathatic. yes

BUT WHICH PART OF MY NICK SEEM TO BE MAKING FUN OF THEM?

I can bet my arse that if you told my nick to America, 90% of the population will agree with me that Mother Nature seem to be making fun of them. The other 10% are retarded assholes.


Grrr... To proceed to the second part of the day,


LSC sucked. LSC SUCKED SUCKED SUCKED SUCKED!! #$#*)(!
shitty like hell.

I studied damm hard for it. And the paper came out unlike whatever was beyond my worse nightmare.
I just stared at the paper and - blacked out.
I crapped. I crapped and crapped and CRAPPED.

Shitty hell. I never got a paper that is this difficult before..

grr...

I just regurgitated out whatever I knew.

I was DAMM PISSED.

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Everything changed. After that.
When I went to get the MMR and LSC CA3 results....

........ I got 61 for LSC...

i dunno wad to say already...
i did my best. I DID MY BEST!!!!! FUCK.

and I got a #$!&#)$* 61 MARKS???

I wrote 8 PAGES OF CASE STUDY FOR ONLY TWO QUESTIONS!!!!

IF YOU CANT GIVE ME ENOUGH MARKS FOR ACCURACY, WHY CANT I GET MARKS FOR EFFORT??

WHY NOT EFFORT??!!!

The freaking thing with this entire will. As I always say, that EFFORT is never important. Its how you obtain it.
Talk about the rising amount of crime.

grrrrrAARRRGGGH


Simon cant come out. Haryanto is far away fishing....
Everybody is celebrating.....



depression feels like setting in again....
dont feel like eating
dont feel like talking
dont feel like doing anything

I dont even feel like studying for CONB which is FOUR days away.


... i just want to cry...........